Relationship Experiment

Well, I am still a single, working, student mother.. but I will admit that somethings have changed. I am single still.. no ring on my finger but I do have a boyfriend. *gulp* Yup, I said it. It's out there now.. for the world to read. It's a big step. Not that I haven't had a boyfriend before. The list is actually quite long, and I loved them all dam nit! But this new guy, you may have read about him before.. this cat named Andrew. That's him. He must be pretty damn special if I am writing a blog about him.

I wish, kinda, that I had found this blodgom earlier.. but my posts would have been very woe is me, I hate men. Which is great, I actual prefer reading that. But, in the same token I am glad that I waited to do this until I was happy again. It feels good to have things finally feel as if they are falling in to place and write about it.

So this new guy...Andrew. I have actually known him for years. Since High School. If you would have told me that I would be dating him now, I would have laughed in your face. I wouldn't say we got a long.. I merely tolerated him being around my other friends. But he showed up at my birthday party and its all history from there. Glorious history. Nice and cheesy, eh?

But really.. I would never had guessed that he would be the type that he is. He really is a great guy and really adores my son. What more can a 22 mother ask for? I definitely didn't think I would find that so quickly. BUT...there is always a but, I don't want to put all my eggs in one basket.. I don't want to put the cart before the horse.. count my chickens before they hatch..etc.

My last relationship was not the best experience. I actually wouldn't put my worst enemy through what I went through. It was that awful. I was burned.. pretty bad. I was so close to becoming a lesbian and calling it quits. I am actually still in touch with my ex and we are good friends. But during the relationship and right after was AWFUL. I honestly didn't want to see another penis. Ever again.

But, then came Andrew.. not that I have seen anything of his anatomy. But even if I had I wouldn't tell you. I am a lady. He is great to me, my son...I cant let that pass me by. But I definitely have a guard up. I definitely don't want to give in so easy. But I am beginning to think that he can see right through that.

I am gonna continue to let it go with the flow.... keep trying my hardest to not be that crazy bitch I was with my Ex... and see how this goes. Its all too thrilling. Kinda like a relationship experiment.